17 MAY
aaron alvana alvin amanda amira audrey branson chuh HY drusilla elias eunice fadilah farahyau fareeza gabriel jasmine jialong jiaqing jiawen joscelin kaixin kellyn linqiang marie maykee melissa nanayau raihan richard samantha serene siying stella stephanie sylvester tingzhe wanlin xuanrong yangyang yeomei
19th birthday was spent with all my pretty girlfriends in both secondary school and JC at different place and time. thank you so much for the cakes, the gifts as well as the greetings. not forgetting my two dear brothers who bought me a birthday cake. it's so nice of them to sing a birthday song to me hahas though there were so many pauses and laughter when they sang. funny thing is they have forgotten where they place the candles so i didn't get to blow any candles just now. and, and thank you mama and daddy for the angbaos!!!
time check: 0003. my big day is over and it's kellyn big day now.
HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY KELLYN WEE!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!? till now i'm still checking my phone. trying to deceive myself that probably you have forgotten that yesterday was 17 may. i know i'm silly but i really hope that my phone vibrates now and i see your name. seriously, even if it is 'happy belated birthday' is fine with me. at least i know you still remember this date. ever since we know each other, every year on my birthday, without fail you will wish me but why not this year? why all the NO NO things happen on this day. i thought you said we could be friends. i know it means nothing to you but do you know it means a lot to me whenever i receive your message. i'm jealous! i'm jealous! i'm jealous! i'm jealous that people around me get to see you (but not me). i'm jealous that that someone gets to celebrate birthday with you (but not me). why i'm not the one?
everyone is brainwashing me now. the path to achieving my goals is getting further and further away. daddy doesn't allow me to go to perth. why does he gave me false hope in the first place by saying that he will persuade my mama to let me go. why they always like to ask me 'is passion more important than your safety'. why no one understands me? why the only one who will support me in everything i do is not around anymore. i really need a listening ear. who is willing to be that listening ear?
thank you for your gift and card sayang. i promise you that i will open your present on 17 may and i did!! good girl right?